Life\’s a whirlwind

Hey there, people of the internet! It\’s your favourite slightly neurotic, but kind of charming, gal pal checking in. Life\’s been a whirlwind lately – I\’ve been bouncing around more than a beach ball at a music festival.

First, I headed off to Malta for a little adventure. Let\’s just say it was a mixed bag. On the one hand, I met some amazing people and had some unforgettable experiences. I don\’t regret it even though I was a hot mess… Literally, since the country is scorching hot.

After my stint in Malta, I found myself back in Finland – which, let\’s be real, was a relief. I was ready to leave Malta, but then I met someone and got sucked into staying a little longer than planned. But eventually, it was time to move on, and I landed a job in the big city. And you know what? It\’s not what I thought it would be. Surprise, surprise. I mean, that seems to be the theme of my life lately. Nothing is quite what I expect it to be.

So now I\’m at a crossroads. I could go back to working in a kindergarten, but honestly, I don\’t know if I have the energy for that. The thought of wiping noses and tying shoelaces isn\’t exactly my dream job. But then again, the money would be good. And weekends off? Sign me up, baby.

On the other hand, I\’m daydreaming about starting my own business or finding a way to work for myself. It\’s a scary thought, but also super exciting. I want to be the one in charge, calling the shots, and making my own rules. But let\’s be real – I have no idea where to start. I have a few ideas bouncing around in my head, but the thought of putting them into action is overwhelming. And my brain feels like scrambled eggs half the time. Plus, I\’m pretty sure I have a mild case of imposter syndrome. Can I really do this? Am I qualified? Or am I just deluding myself?

I\’m hoping that the universe will throw me a bone and show me the way. But until then, I\’ll keep plugging away at my current job, daydreaming about the future, and trying not to get too overwhelmed.

So that\’s the deal, folks. Life\’s a rollercoaster, and I\’m just trying to hold on tight and enjoy the ride. Who knows where I\’ll end up next? Maybe I\’ll become a successful entrepreneur, or maybe I\’ll end up back in kindergarten. Or maybe I\’ll move back abroad again!. The possibilities are endless, my friends. But one thing\’s for sure – change is coming.